TristessaSeraphim

 It’s cold on my flesh, A shiver runs down my spine Anticipation fills my chest The blade against my wrist My tears stream down my face The blood spills off my fingertips… The reminder of the mistakes Scars that never seem to heal And pain that I feel I’m cold and I’m numb And there’s nothing left No one here to save me… Nothing seemed to change Days came and went Emptiness filled my chest I only dreamed of being saved But my prayers were answered An angel was sent… He fell out of the sky To save me from my hell The pain and the rage that fill me Wiping away the tears I cry Giving me a

I’m so cold. I’m so numb. The ink in my pen won’t flow… My hand, poised above the paper waiting to be filled with words. My blank eyes on the empty void, as empty as the feeling in my chest… My heart, it shatters. I feel it breaking into shards. Time lurches backward. I’m thrown into the void. The stark whitness of the paper pulling me to where I have been… Glimmers of hope and of love as blue as the open sky. The ripping pain and falling tears red as blood dripping from open wounds. The painful numb, the empty cold black as the moonless night. Colors fill the page. Words flow onto the pa

I need to feel you next to me. I need to know that you will never leave. I need to know what love is. I need to feel like I am important. I want to fall asleep in your arms. I want to tell you "I Love You." I want you here with me now. I want to be with you forever. You are all I will ever need, and everything I could ever want...

Someone to hold me close. Thats all i need. Just someone like you. My arms around your neck, and your's around my waist. Swaying to the music and everything else fades away. There is no one else but you. The world seems okay, if only for a moment. You hold me in your arms, my head on your chest.

Torture I'm tortured I'm bleeding and hurt. The ghosts of the past taunt, my heart aches and breaks into a thousand little pieces sharp as glass They pierce my soul. What's left of my heart is now dying, A touch of your hand killing me slowly. Happiness, I die lying in your arms. Fate takes hold and its all ripped away... I fall and fall. I crash into the blackness The dark I know well. The voices in my head flaunting and taunting the failure I am everything we could have been. The torture of the past the pain of the future make the present numb and cold. I bleed just to know I am alive. The torture of you of what w

I trusted you with all of it. I trusted you to never hurt me. I trusted you to respect me. I trusted you not to fall in love with him… Why did you fall for him? Why was I so stupid to trust you? Why did I tell you everything? Why could I not just keep this all to myself? In the end it was all my fault. In the end it came to this. In the end I had to choose. In the end my choice was him over you…

I hoped for you I tried for you I laughed for you I cried for you I looked for you I stuck up for you I asked for you I prayed for you I wished for you I wrote for you I listened for you I hurt for you I cared for you I lived for you ...Or I tried. At one time I did all of those things...for YOU.

hold on, last embrace despite the dangers you may face i want you to know there are angels in this place i feel your warmth as you fade close to me so far away i want you to know there are angels in this place close your eyes feel this haze don't speak meet my gaze i want you to know there are angels in this place hold on, last embrace despite the dangers you may face i want you to know there are angels in this place i want you to know that an angel took your place

Sometimes it's like You're not even there. Sometimes it's like You really don't care. Sometimes I wonder If you're really okay. Sometimes I wonder If you'll get through the day. Sometimes I wish I could do more. Sometimes I wish I could see to your core. Sometimes I think There's nothing I can do. Sometimes I think The chances are few. Sometimes it seems Like it won't be fixed. Sometimes it seems Like all I do is wish… For you.

Thinking of pain Brings the desire, Burning my body, Like bathing in fire. Starting in mind Then flowing to fingers, Keeping it going, The feeling must linger. Rivers of red Steadily dividing, Reality and mentality Swiftly colliding. Left moves to right And up to down, Feeding confusion But making no sound.